Friday, March 28, 2014
I admit to not absorbing too much this week, because the
verse that introduces the reflection was used at my father’s rosary. I almost wrote “death rosary”, but that
seemed morbid. Then I worried that
people who haven’t been through a Catholic mourning process wouldn’t know the
significance.
Monsignor Jamail gave a homily that has stuck with me (not
just because he got my name wrong).
Not even because that was my job – to pick the readings for the funeral
and the service the night before. It
was perfect for my dad – a lawyer who understand the law of compassion and
faithfulness. Who thinks of others
always. The homily ended, “And
Tom, you are not far from the Kingdom of God.”
Of course, I’ve written on this blog that the Kingdom of God
is here. That we are living in the Kingdom of God. It’s not some magical thing that will
come down and be delivered to us all in one piece someday. It’s something we build in the now.
Another story I am rereading has a passage where two
characters think on the possibilities of the Space Program. One turns to the other and says
(paraphrase) ‘Sometimes when this world is unusually hateful, I think that
perhaps there was some other place where I ought to have been. I don’t know how I would find the
place, and I can’t imagine it exists, but the universe is so very wide…so I
wonder, if only I weren’t so far away…”
The other character eventually responds that you can’t just
leave your home planet while it has terrible, hellish places on it. You have to stay and fight.
I think that’s what really sets how close or far you think
the Kingdom of Heaven is. Do you
think of it as some faraway place that is not so hateful – that if you could
only reach, you could rest and find peace and belonging? If so, longing for it and preparing for
it take up your life. And my
father believed that. He believed
that “the purpose of life on Earth is to make oneself worthy of eternal life
with God”. Direct quote this time. It led him to do a lot of good and
continually make himself a better person.
But I think that I believe that you have to stay and
fight. I believe that we must
build the Kingdom of God here on Earth – that that is the purpose of life on
Earth. That we must fight to bring
about that peaceful, loving world we long for. The advantage is, we can take action to get there right now. Which is both wonderful and terrifying.
I suppose either way it could seem far away – but you’ve got
to like the process of getting there in the second option better.

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